The weekends here... Somehow it still seems too short...

I feel hard pressed to find time amidst so many things... but above all I pray for a good time of fellowship and a renewal of faith.

Among the hectic schedules of life. May I never forget that which is more important than all else. You are my strength.

Looking forward to tuesday... :D:D:D:D




long while...

Day by day I enter this coffee house. Sitting by the window staring at life as it passes me.

Early in the day, people shuffle their feets. Sounds hardly escape their lips. Each engulfed in their inner worlds, thinking, contemplating, remembering. Life today is just beginning.

Laughter begins to permeate the air. Friendly chatter, urgent questions and salutations. They settle down and get to work.

I sip my tea and the world moves on.

The laughter grows. They move in groups, seperated into their worlds. None really stopping, moving on quickly.

The day closes. The sun retires and is relieved of its post. Still I sit there, gazing at life. Perhaps I should go out. My cup is now empty, the dish is clean. I wonder. I hesitate.


Soon the sun returns. And I sit at this coffee house by the life side, and look at the world go by......

I stand at the peak of a vast mountain, staring into the 'whelming valley ahead.

Love, Life and Lord. 3 burdens, many faces.

Tired~ Renewed...

The little things are all I dare ask for... But perhaps I dare hope for a little more...?

I am sure of that which is mine. I shall pursue it with relentless drive. My prayer for the fire to never die.





A little more... A little more...

I feel unrest stirring in my soul. Turmoil rages in my inner sanctuary. I seek the voice of my maker in this mess and I can't tell where His voice begins and where the world's end. Just one thing and its throwing all of my internal self into utter chaos and confusion.

I feel stressed out by it. Just one thing. Just one consideration. Just one decision. A thorn in my side would be a grossly mild understatement.

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I need a break I think. Not a break from but a break to. Not a break from ministry or school or church. God gives me the strength to do all those. I want a break to just hang with friends and have fun. Maybe a day or two. Lonliness is rather solitary and depressing.

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In You I find my place and my purpose. Lord heed my cry and let me hear Your voice. Let it cry through the darkness and shine Your light.

Amen.




trusting in One!

School has been rather crazy. The readings are monstrous and the terms complicated. I'm trying to understand and distinguish psychology and sociology. At the same time maintain my beliefs and and my faith. I am determined to do well and yet in the process not to lose myself...

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I want to watch bourne ultimatum... anybody? >_<

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Odd enough, I've started to truly follow the 9 o'clock show. Though it is coming to an end. ( Hah! )
I love dawn yeoh and felicia chin! (woohoo!) But I know I'll be contested on the likability of these two.

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I guess I'm going to sleep now... yawn~~ Church wide prayer meeting tomorrow... then if I'm not too lazy then I'll come back here and post another entry ;P

Good day!



my rock...

Everything feels kind of slow... one day of two lectures and then three days of nothing I guess can do that to you... next week the pace should pick up...

bored bored bored....

Bleach and C & C...

guitar my God and me....

hahahaz... sprouting random stuff....

think my miaow miaow might be sick... shucksss... hard to tell...





too slow for a paragraph...

Gomenasai! I am so, so sorry for not having updated my blog regularly. Made worse by the fact that all you readers actually do visit my page! I would like to thank you for your support and I will try my utmost to share with you my thoughts and whatever happens in alphafa land.

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I got kicked out of badminton at group stage! My group was super hiong lor.... bleahxx

not enough practice I guess...

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Festival of Praise was CRAZY crowded!! So drastic a difference from yesterday... but thank God still manage to get in and get sits somewhat near the stage.

I tell you, you haven't heard God is good till you hear Don Moen and team do it. It IS superb! I love country music! yeehar!

and delirious is pretty fantastic. I like the creative aspects in the songs. Esp when Martin sang the bridge through a loudhailer for this really cool sound effect.

All of you must go!!

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school on monday!

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I've got many exciting ideas which I won't share here but I pray you may see the fruits of them. Its like God is birthing within me His plan!

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I so need to sleep -_-ZzzzZZz






resting in your presence...

Hello all you netizens! Sorry I've been very very lazy... hahahz
Lately I've been watching bleach on youtube mostly... and then erm... can't really think of what else I did hahahz...

There'll be mahjong-ing tomorrow thats for sure... and oh yarh I matriculated already! I am now an ntu student. Timetables lesson and much more... hehzzz... soon to be homework and exams too...

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God gives me grace to do His will....





academic yr 07/08