Trust me, my friend. Trust and let me in. Are you afraid? Do You have no faith in me?
I can help. I know I can. If only you'll give me a chance, and let me in.
My burden is huge, But I have space for more. And as I share yours I'll find mine is gone.
You share my mine. So let me share yours. Trust me, my friend and let me in.
will help for friend...
Monday, March 19, 2007
1:39 AM
ARH! Why must it conflict? So frustrating. I can already barely behave normal and still things have to conflict! And the choices I make not only affect me but I must bear the burden of making a choice that could affect my peers.
This burden is too heavy to bear alone. I have God. He bears all my burdens. My search among men for one that's closer than a brother/sister continues. Where I can be brutally honest and lift but some of these burdens off me. Maybe I need therapy or psychologist or something like that.
Its not that God is not enough. God is more than enough. And being with God is what makes me realise I got real issues and problems which I need to work out or just to talk them out.
Inadequacy.Fear.Worry.Anger.
So many things plague the deepest recesses of my mind.
Yet Lord in You I will trust. Trust that You'll help me through it. Trust that you'll help me find a person with whom I can share myself and hopefully vice versa.
In God I Trust.
Grasping at straws...
Saturday, March 17, 2007
12:51 AM
I am SO long overdue for a happy post. But then again the days I'm happy weren't really "blogging" days. And I guess its a platform to vent and let loose that which I cannot share normally.
I've been reading again. So odd to see the moments of others. Briefly in page of words and phrases. Their joy seems like a stranger and their struggles seem like a bridge too far. Not in the sense that I cannot understand and sympathize but more of the I-want-to-help-but-ain't-likely-to-have much-effect kinda way. Maybe I have doubts about the acceptance of the "love" I deal out. (Where love is used in the more general sense of the word for those of you who misinterpret)
God, remind me I am worthy of love and my love is worthy. God is love. God is the root of all love.
May I find hope.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
11:24 PM
I've finished justice league. I love it a lot, esp batman! hahz! I love heroes. The things they do, the ideals they stand for.
Forgetful me just forgot to watch CSI. Now must catch the 2 a.m. one... sianz!!
aiyahzzz
Saturday, March 10, 2007
12:26 AM
its a three storey wonderland. Geek wonderland to some but still its apleasure walking through the countless new gadgets and gizmos. Just wish I could buy...
not in a very bloggy mood...
tc
Thursday, March 08, 2007
1:50 AM
I love the word emo... it just sounds so... emo... and nice sounding...
