It has been long, long week... The prep for that big final Ex has been near killer! My body is feeling sickish and I've eaten only one meal in two days... BleAhX...

in about 25 and a half hours its THE day... It has never been really good the last few years... but I hope this year will be different... That she'll be really happy and have some fun... its her day... somewhere inside I guess it has that little bit of sourish feelings... But I shouldn't pursue the matter... She'll be happier that way...

I guess sometimes I'm that kinda person who likes to remember... Or at least I always seem to stumble on things that are reminiscient of the past... Testimonials, archives, etc. Guess I shouldn't remember so much hahaz...

love always.




"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return"

Okay I admit it. I've been lazy. Lazy to blog... I apologize to those that come to this webpage and find no entry... Shall try to be less lazy larhz kayz.

The week's been good, mostly because Manchester United has been on a roll... 5-1, 3-0, 2-1... 9 points thats good... and chelsea lost three points... So yarh its been good...

Sometimes torn between forward and backwards, memory or hope, staying or going. Especially today I guess. Certain pleasant events has happened over this week... But I still miss her and, gosh , even in my dreams my memory wouldn't leave me alone... It combines with my hope to give me... well... hope! hahaz, if only they would be true...

I finished 21 kilometres today... though I walked more than I ran... heeXx... So one thing less before ORD... Kinda sad I couldn't find my camera accessories though...

Strength I ask of You
Hope You give to me

Whooopppsss...

Sorry for the lack of new news. Been a bit lazy and tired.

Just had a 16 kilometres run! Haha... Though I didn't run very much it was still darn tiring! My legs are like disconnecting at the joints...

But ECP has great scenery! I know quite a few of you would disagree with me on this issue but I guarantee you there's beauty at east coast... You just got to walk a little further! At the ends, you get great breeze, peace, quiet and just plain silence! The rustling leaves, gently swishing of water meeting sand and the tickle of a cool evening breeze. I figured it'll be a great place to just hang out from time to time and just chill. Sit around and do nothing! Or just sleep actually.

Saw many people there, including this couple in school uniform hugging on the rocks! Like some sort of serial drama, hee!

Lots of dogs and cats!! In fact I found like 2 CCC ( Cat Community Center). And this mother of 4. They were all so adorable! hahah

I did some CIP this week and I have many thoughts about it. Share it another time kayz? XheeX

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!

MAJULAH SINGAPURA!!

hee!

So I've seen it. My heart still aches bad. What would be the best solution? The best way out? I wonder day after day and still get stuck in this dirt.

The road seems endless and I get back to where I am. I leave behind the bags just to realise its attached by a rope. So it drags on and on...

Lets be honest, the pain will stay. So I must soldier despite the sting of it sometimes. Maybe I'm just a fool but at least a hopeful one.

If you're there... all the best and take care. Mi Corazon...



B... e... a... utiful

I have gone through what could be described as a super super "high" weekend. My voice and hearing have all been strained to da limit! But I'm neither deaf nor mute yet...

I so want to let it go on forever. Nevermind I was alone, never mind that I was tired. Experiencing God in such a dynamic place is just such a joy. His word breathed life into my soul, His prescence strengthened my spirit.

I am crazy for this strangest of man. This lovliest of all beings. Judge me not for my failure to be consistent for I am just a man but test my desires and see that God is number one despite the mix of emotions and contradictory feelings.

I long for the caring touch, the tenderness of a kiss and the warmth of an embrace. But I realise it might not happen on this earth, so I look forward to the day my faith and hope comes to pass and I encounter my loving Father. What else is worth waiting for???

:) Let God's will be done today. Today I might fly, tomorrow I might walk and yet some others I might crawl. Still I will struggle on.

My friends take care!! Hope you'll join me on this most wonderful of journeys

WOOHOo... Milubing is THE superband!!
The atmosphere was electric, the noise deafening! But yet so full of excitement and happiness... All the anticipation and yes! FINALLY. Congrats to Sam, can't wait to see him in bunk!!

SO high now!! Most interesting of nights! So many young girls!! I felt old larh... all the "sweet young things" haahhz... All screaming their heads off... All 4 finalist were superb! Everything was great!!

Sorry if I'm incomprehensible... Just so high and excited still!

Tomolo morning... I will drink milo ping!! HAHAHZ!

WOOHOO, Milubing is SUPERBAND!




In a sea of familar actions...

Here I am right now...
Alone in front of my dual screens at 3 in the morn
All seems alright...
Man utd just won porto 3-1 in real life (with some stupid sending offs)
Man utd in FM 06 is doing well too...

Was just to FOP just now... Was kinda sian to go alone but no choice larh... Still the speaker was interesting. Argentinian by birth, he has a pretty cool accent though it was tough to make out what he was saying at times. CCC and Don moen were two contrasting worship sessions. I loved Don Moen's song Mi Corazon. The song has a bit of latin influence so it was "oh so nice". Hahz...

Kind of sad I cannot join my cell tomorrow. It would have been cool to share it together but I decided I would support Samuel because he's in SUPERBAND GRAND FINAL!! Milubing! Please watch and support. The band is really good!! I would vouch for them! Thus I have given my time to supporting samuel instead of going to FOP with cell members

Got a photoshoot next week. Kind of nerve wrecking since I really am an amateur at photography. Don't really know what to do... HAHZ!

've been on my mind... thinking of you even though you don't know it




Mi Corazon